So last night I went to a substance free party and it was super fun, but as I haven't eaten things like pizza or soda in two months, my odd was like "REJECT" that was a positive, and even more so was that I didn't puke :)
It was a really fun dance party, and I probably danced off the three bites of pizza and three sips of coca- cola. What I didn't dance off was the ice cream. LIKE WTF who has ice cream sundaes at a party?? It was a nice touch, but still.
On top of that about a week ago I said the following to myself "wow you have been really good about not eating added sugars for the past two weeks, go ahead... have a cookie :) "
NEVER AGAIN. I have been like "SUGAR IN MY BODY NOW NOW NOW" its so gross, I feel like such a fat failure and its so fucking gross, the good news is there are free fitness classes at college this week, and then my pass starts working ZUMBA EVERY DAY.
Also, today, I really wanted soup for lunch, but they were still serving breakfast. ew. So I had CHICKEN FINGERS AND FRIES LIKE THE FAT LARD THAT I AM.
I feel so gross, I can't wait to go work out... burn baby, bun!
More that were pretending about:
I have no homework yet. Its really boring. everyone else is stressing about calc or chem, but I'm a music major. I can't wait to have homework.
I feel so guilty when I don't eat every thing that I buy though, fucking food plan.
I hate food >:(
I am going on a soup fast starting tomorrow.
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